Washington Pt. 2

The in laws house will be on the market Wednesday at the latest. I guess it hit me hard last night because I could not stop crying. I just kept thinking about all of the horrible what if's to the situation. Like said in a previous post - my PawPaw isn't in the best of health right now. What would happen if worse came to worst? Would I be able to make it back home? Plane tickets are expensive if you have to buy them day of, what if we don't have the money at the time to drop on a plane ticket? These questions don't even apply to just PawPaw. They apply to everyone down here.

Going back a little bit, we don't have to move with them, but that has been the plan. When and if they move, Josh won't have any family members down here. But if I move, I won't have any family members up North. So is Josh the one that has to go without family or friends or am I the one? How is it decided who gets the better part of the situation?

It's something we both have to talk about and figure out the pros and the cons. I would love to get out of Texas. I love that Texans are so adamant about their state, as they should be! Texas is pretty great (then again, I don't know any different), but it's the only place I've ever known and I would love to spread my wings and explore. I hope that if we do decide to move, that I would be able to enjoy the move and not be depressed the whole time. I guess only time will tell.